to be honest;

10 honest things about myself:

1. my traditional screen name is 'eluding sun', and i'm pretty sure only one in ten know what 'eluding' meanings... it bothers me how uneducated people are.
   
2. when i was a little girl and people asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up my answer was always "a starving artist", and i remember my dad once asking me, as i grew older, "why starving? you don't have to be starving to be an artist." and my reply was "no, but you have to experience something worth recreating."
   
3. i enjoy pretending to not be as smart as i am, but it makes me mad when people don't realize it's an act.
   
4. one of my favorite things in the whole world is sitting down and having an intelligent conversation with someone who can stimulate one back to me. (i wish that more people would still have them.)
   
5. i get really sick of looking at my own art work, but i never get sick of rereading my written work.
   
6. once again, i hate my hair.
   
7. being the youngest in my family, one of my biggest pet peeves is when people say i act young. especially, since outside of my family, most people say i act 'too grow-up.'
   
8. i love watching movies in other languages without the subtitles.
   
9. people used to say that i wore too many bright colours, now people say that i wear too much of one colour. hmm.
   
10. the last in the the world i am afraid of is being alone, it would give me the time at last to work on my artwork.